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I'm taking a break from school. I simply have no more fucks to give. For fifteen long, mind-numbing years, I've sat at a desk, read the material, did homework, and took tests. What did I get out of it? An education of course! An education in which I do not utilize a good 90% of the knowledge I learned (and I am being extremely generous in that number).

I will not deny that school has helped in making me who I am today, and I greatly prefer an excessive education over an under-education [truly I pity s/he who prefers the latter over the former], but Jesus fucking Christ! Enough is enough!

No more essays, no more lectures, no more reading, no more assignments! I can't take it anymore! I always procrastinate on my homework because I just don't have the heart to do them any more. Every time I have to go to school, a sense of dread and disgust fills me; every time I need to do a reading, I avoid it if possible and just wing it in class; every time I have homework to do, I wait and wait and wait until I can no longer wait. My disposition towards university has grown so sour that I develop headaches from simply being going. Hell, I'm writing this on a computer at school just so I won't have to do my school work.

Ugh! Thank the Allspark that the end game is coming and I won't go to school for a nice long while. 

Now that I work in tandem with attending university, I no longer have time for my true passions. I always have something or other to do and it's driving me bonkers! I want to write without any distractions, Goddammit! When I get off work, I want to my work at work, not have it follow home. I want to read books I actually want to read.

Call me whiny, call me spoiled, but answer me this honestly: what kind of life is it where you constantly have dedicate your time to everyone and everything else but you? Be judgmental all that you want, but I'm going to spend the next few months following my passions and exploring myself.
  • Listening to: La Foila- Vivaldi
  • Reading: Nonsense

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Weissglut Featured By Owner Nov 13, 2014
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Elfyah Featured By Owner Nov 5, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for your support!
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Pajunen Featured By Owner Oct 20, 2014  Hobbyist Photographer
Thanks for the :+fav:
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FerociousFruit Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2014   General Artist
thank you for the fav!!Golden Hearts Emoticon
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lbdlbdlbd9 Featured By Owner Oct 5, 2014
Thanks for the fav! :hug:
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Silverarrow87 Featured By Owner Jun 28, 2014   Filmographer
Thanks for the Fav! :)
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sophiaazhou Featured By Owner Jun 19, 2014
thank you for adding An overwhelming gravity of ideas to your +favorites;
I appreciate it very, very much. :heart:

An overwhelming gravity of ideas by sophiaazhou
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Lormet-Images Featured By Owner May 12, 2014  Professional Interface Designer
Thank you very much for adding my stock photo of a large fountain in a garden setting to your collection, I really appreciate it! :) (Smile)
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AmineShow Featured By Owner May 9, 2014  Hobbyist General Artist
Hey thanks for the fave on "Elephants" (it was a long time ago I know) I made a pink version of it, check it out =) fav.me/d7f9th5
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Vontage116 Featured By Owner May 2, 2014   General Artist
Your story is awesome X3
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